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i dun wanna move~! i’m stubborn, obstinate and so stagnant that mosquitoes can breed already~!actually i’m talking about moving house, ha~! again rite? how many times in this lifetime must i move?

lets see.. from jurong to another part of jurong, to bp to another part of bp, to bb and to another part of bb and now to cck.. 6 times already leh~! i really hate moving, i keep losing things and not to mention childhood frens. ya, despite my tao-ness i actually made frens (with neighbours).

i’m 20, moved 6 times, meaning around every 3.33 yrs i move. this time i’m quite prepared coz many of my things are already in big plastic boxes - i’m in a ready to move state since the day i set foot in this house. anyway heng

Singapore

is small, if not i have to keep changing sch too~!

i tot my dad’s principle is CASH IS KING. by right he should juz keep all his $ and not waste it by always changing houses or cars. what is his problem? i like the present house wat, but i liked the previous ones too.. he will never listen, he will juz keep moving on while bits and pieces of me get left behind in every single house.

(see, i dun even use the word home)

lets see.. around 1M votes were counted and 70% goes to hady. assume exactly 1M voted, then Jon will need 400,001 to win. it’ll be 400,001 x .60 = $ 240,000 and 60 cents.

Wa~! sorry man, i cant help u jon, i’m just a poor kid~! (bt not a v  young kid) =]

came back from competition few hours ago. it was really… an eye opening experience, not tat this is the 1st time or anything near tat.

this time it was diff coz i saw alot of "up coming" national shooters. as in they’re already from clubs, bt they look really young~! i know looks can be deceiving bt they look like they’re in sec sch or jc. given their score, it’s really impressive (even for an adult).

the gun mulfunctioned again… hmm.. or mayb it was me, i didnt close the cover properly so it popped up, releasing gas at the same time. bt no pellet was discharged.. then i’m suppose to declare mulfunction bt this guy from HomeTeamNS (previously known as CDANS club- a v impressive name now rite?) juz came to me and said "nononoo…. plus some other words, whateva… " and drew a 0 on it. not to mention sign it~! and earlier on, way b4 this, i tot we could be frens lol. (hmm… actually now i tink he looks like jing jing’s bf, bt shorter.. mayb his brother or smth)

so first time in my life, i scored a "0" in one of my series..

o ya, coach gave me a ride home. actually i was waiting at the bus stop, then at the same time i was thinking what kind of car he would drive… then i saw this weekend car, and i tot, hmm.. mayb it’s smth like this 1. so i look in and then.. it’s HIM~! wahahhaa so he stopped and gave me a ride back~! he even close the windows and switch on the air con after i got in, sensitive.. and i noticed that he was listening to english songs (he’s malay). i ask him how old he is, he said 45 i think. he actually looks young, no wrinkles except near the eyes when he laugh (not smile okz.. there’s a difference). then he say he’s quite relax or cant be bothered about certain things (cant rem the exact words). bt the pt here is, wow~! young looking sia.

<——– some stuff i won

               nth to be proud of if u really knew

               how i got them =(

my dad called up as usual, b4 dinner to ask what we want to eat so he can da bao. my sister was the 1 who picked  up the call so she ask me. then i replied "anything" which is wat i always reply, bt she heard it as "nothing" so there’s no dinner for me la.

then my brother offered to share his dinner with me, then ok lor i ate 1/4 of it. and i tot he’s was so nice~! actually he’s not, by the end of this u’ll know why. so i went to bed hungry =(.

then in the morning i wanted to take breakfast bt there was only enough for 4 ppl, so i let them have it (act tough). after they left, i went to the cupboard to look for my "wang wang" biscuits bt~! i realised that they’re gone.. not a single one left~! then i went to sch hungry. when i got home, which is 30mins b4 this, i found out tat my brother took the whole, giant packet of "wang wang" last nite, b4 dinner. tats y he wasnt hungry and offered me his dinner… +(. bt nvm la, i treat it as diet lor.

then today~! suppose to go for my shopping therapy session (even though i’m really broke coz i didnt give tuition these few mths) bt my bag strap tore~! so i couldnt go…. sobz..

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"I’ve never been the one to raise my hand
That was not me, and now that’s who I am
Because of you, I am standing tall
My heart is full of endless gratitude
You were the one, the one to guide me through
Now I can see and I believe
It’s only just beginning"
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it’s juz the intro of "do i make you proud" by taylor hicks. nice isnt it? but did u notice anything… erm.. not quite right? i did. it’s "Because of you, I am standing tall".

i cant help it, i can never bring myself to sing this part without feeling pai sei~.. if i do, i’ll change it to  "Because of you, I am standing here". but in the first place, u’ll never EVER catch me singing unless u’re immediate family =).

songs catered for short ppl anybody? lol

so sway these days. yst went for training, the gun went off 3 times. juz went off lidat~! bt no pellets shot out. the air juz… juz pop out really really loudly. then everybody heard. my finger wasnt even near the trigger.. so pai sei… then my senior (the president somemore~!) look at me, coz he was concentrating on his training, so i kinda disrupted… then my teammate oso… ya all eyes on me. =(

then after tat i drop my pellet cover which had 5 pellets in it. then it was pretty loud… then all eyes on me again lar~! hai~ o ya, b4 tat i oso dropped 1 pellet… but nobody noticed wahhahaa… as if i feel any better.

then earlier tat day some1 said i look v chi-na, got meh? okok b4 tat, she let me listen to her chinese songs on her mp3, then she started talking about the singer… saying he’s really good n all. then she realised tat i’m not really "into it" as in i dun really know who she’s talking about then she got the idea tat i dun listen to chinese songs (i only do when it’s on tv, as in advertisement). ya, not v chi-na isnt it? then after she say i look chi-na, tats y she offer to let me listen to her chinese songs.

o ya, which reminds me of this surveyer who stupidly fake his  china accent. he juz approach me and in his best china accent, he asked "ni shi lai zhi zhong guo de ba (u’re from china rite?)", really u have to imagine this in chinese accent. then i gave him my best, bestest singaporean irritated look and replied in the simplest, short, okok blant singapore english "NO".

i look v chi-na meh? some1 tried to make me feel better by saying i look korean, but then, of coz i didnt feel better la.

i am juz fair lor, not chi-na. and i dun use whitenning products. i am 100% anti whitening. i tried to make myself feel better by reminding myself that i actually save alot of money on such products coz i’m fair… bt then it only cheers me up for awhile… duh..

ok then today~! i was walking to return the tray, then my slipper juz got stuck at the steps, then my feet came off/out… so pai sei~! dunno any1 noticed or not. somemore it’s tat hush puppies velvet slipper, so my foot print or toe print is on it.. as in it looks dirty bt it’s not coz it’s velvet.

k wat else… cannot rem.. mayb add on next time. hai~