Archive for February, 2008

Rekindling… Hatred

Saturday, February 16th, 2008

Sian

.. “Work life” is tiring.. and boring.. I’m tired on weekdays.. and weekends are for recuperating.

A 2-day weekend is really not enough for 1) meeting up with friends, 2) shopping, 3) spending time with family and 4) recuperating. Out of the 4, I guess no. 4) is best as it means I can spend some time with my family too.

Btw recuperating means surfing the net which leads to what I’m gonna write about. I recently viewed the profile of some ppl from my primary n secondary school and I must say I’m surprised by how some ppl have grown to be.

I’m talking in terms of physical appearance (who says only men are visual animals?) and maturity. So many of my gal friends have grown prettier!! (Why am I still looking like a dork? I’m so jealous!! As always..) And some of the guys have turned into hunks!!

What I’m really surprised at is how stupid GANGSTERS in my schools, particularly sickening D.school, have grown out of their gangster phase. I’m not directing this to anyone so.. no offense. If there is any, it’s probably self admittance. I purely have no intention of “hinting” to anybody especially to my “friends”.

Back to growing out of that phase; I see that some of them regret their hateful ways, others simply move on to become better people. I guess there will be some who are still stuck there.. but well.. that can only be linked to one thing. STUPIDITY.

Obviously I am prejudiced against them. Wrong, it should be I seem prejudiced against them, because I have a reason to be. They made certain stage of my life hell, and therefore I hate them.

There is 1 gal I remember distinctly. Her name is snow stop (direct translation from Mandarin). I personally feel that the name SHIT-TING would be more suitable for her. I hope she is still as ugly and idiot looking as before. But no matter what she looks like now, she’ll always be a little piece of crap to me.

She might not remember me because I’m probably just one of the many she bullied but I will always remember her for what she did. Well, CONGRATS to her!! That will be her biggest achievement in life.

Great, now a 2-day weekend is really not enough as I have to spend more time recuperating because I wasted so much energy being angry.

P.S. u know I’m just kidding when I wrote tat I’m always jealous and I’m feigning energy lost to being angry rite??